Karma police, arrest this man, he talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge, he’s like a detuned radio
Karma police, arrest this girl, her hitler hairdo, is making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party
This is what you get, this is what you get
This is what you get, when you mess with us

Karma police, I’ve given all I can, it’s not enough
I’ve given all I can, but we’re still on the payroll
This is what you get, this is what you get
This is what you get, when you mess with us
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

For a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself


Oh How that feels. Well, It is the brighter of the days. I think I shall just tell everyone and everything to go to hell so I can get on with my life. I can't deal with this, I just need to keep going. And I know I can do it.

Burrying Shagrath-Odd on saturday I suppose. Going to take him out into the bush and do it the traditional way with sage, tobbaco, and sweet grass. He deffinately travelled down the good red road, so I'm not worried, and I can't be sad anymore. B;ah, some people don't know how to let go of things and they wallow in it for the rest of their lives. I can't do that. The woman upstairs suggested Cremating him and keeping the ashes... I could never do that. I'd feel horrible staring at the container where he was, kinda like I was trapping him there and holding on to him instead of letting go. I guess I'm accustomed to losing things I love alot, and that is fine, because it in the end, its all about those winding roads interconnecting and what not... They never keep going together though. Never.

Well, I painted yesterday morning. I'm amused by it anyways. Always hobbling over my self to please him and do whats best... heheh, Oh well. It helped really. I'll probably add a few things sooner or later. It's not finished But I don't know how to go aboutit.

I'll be celebrating Halloween on Christmas again this year. Only this year i shall throw a costume party. Doesn't that sound like fun... HA! Meh, I have no clue what to be. Maybe May, shes creeepy... orrr the crow, again, or maybe I'll just be some flesh absorbed zombie... or a were wolf.. Though i already am a werewolf. Blah I have tons of time, thats not happening for a while yet.

This week is soon ot be over and after my tests adn exam, it'll be over for good and I'll have atleast a month of freedom. I can't wait... Going to see the ocean for the first time in my life and I'm going to swim in it... with... Bullsharks... O.O Theres aparty for yas. The man from upstairs also wants me to paint the schoolbus in our backyard. That could be possibly quite intrguing.

Discovered a new metal band. Leaves Eyes and Draconian. Kinda reminds me of that other band... erm... momentarily forgot their name. That sucks, anywho their german and they do that song "Gothic" and its kinda deathish industrial withs ome woman constantly saying "I love you" in german. What ever that nonsense is about, these two other bands kick ass and are ten times better. ^.^ And Leaves Eyes is Norwegian. Course that floats my boat. I'm Not sure Where Draconian is from though. Meh.

HELL YES FOR HAMMER FALL AND THERION!

Blah and sonata... gotta love sonata... Their lyrics are blooody messed up and so is whats it called.. Children Of Bodem... bloody crazy. Mhhm Yep.

I wish they would have let me growl in their metal band. Which they were until they started up on crack nd the band fell apart. Oh well... I'll just ocntinue to pretend in the shower that I'm in a black metal band or some crap. YAY! HAIL TO MY FEET YOU WHORES!

Don'tStand so close to me... lalallala.

Pedophiles on prozak...

hmmm...

Aparently some guy in Sweden or Norway was caught video taping under girls skirts in the mall on the escelator. I say, he should get a point for creativity.

Electricity. Eye to eye. Hey don't I know you? Nope can't speak. Strip my senses. On the spot. I never been deffensless i cant even make sense of this...

and thats where everything gets corny. Got I hate that. Oh well, I want romance i'll go find a stupid french movie or read soem Nora Roberts.. Blllleeegh. Reading Odd Thomas Right now... I love that book.. Ionly bought it because his name was odd... Which obviously was enticing due to other names... such as Odd nOrdstoga, (Which I still think is funneh and cool... he makes the world go round) and of course Shagrath-Odd and that other guy named odd who enjoys painting strange nude pictures. Oddness.